Dear Noah.........

I don't post much these days in here...after all you will soon enough be 20 years old, leaving me asking myself, "When did that happen?"  It seems like only yesterday we were still homeschooling and living in Colorado. It seems in my mind you are still little even though I can see a much older young man in the room beside mine. Time is so odd in that way.....life really does end up becoming truly only how we "perceive" things to be I guess.

You are doing well in college......still cannot believe you are in college! I guess the fact that I make such a low income right now is good for you because you qualify then for grants to be able to go to college, which is a good thing,  but I always wish I could do more......and I want to do more.

So many little details I still need to take care of here and always things to do. I still  love you like I always have and always will...but it is getting harder and harder for me to see those little Christopher Robbins' legs, socks, and shoes on you and hear that little snippet of Winnie the Pooh song I hear in my mind when I used to watch you walk down the hallway.

I love you!

Mom 

XOXO